Please help me... i feel like dying?

i done to psychiatrist doctor twice and i tell him about the neighbors making noise and i cant sleep, he prescribed me with clonazepam 2mg and risperidone 2mg for sleep and my life changed since then, my mood so down, talk less, easily get bored, lost my appetite and suicidal feelings everyday after taking those meds. please help me out, i have suicidal feeling every now and then and will go away if someone drop by my home, my next appointment is on 5th of july 2011 what should i do now i don't wanna die